i came home from morning training thinking: what is this feeling? i think it's called "loneliness" and i'm not sure i've ever felt it before. oh wait. that's a lie. i'm pretty sure i felt this way when i first moved to la, first started college, any time i've switched congregations, at the beginning of every summer camp, and possibly on my first day of kindergarten...yup. it's a pretty familiar feeling after all.
and it is always mixed with mild indignation. something to the effect of: don't you know who i am? i am cap'n sparklepants!...ugh. what is it with these people?!
fortunately, i think this funny feeling i've been feeling is common between all of us ameriwhorps. and i'd bet income i don't have that it'll pass quickly.
i took a long run/reconnaissance mission through perryville to shake the midday-woe-is-me out of my system. it afforded me some lovely pictures:



a few friends and i are entertaining the idea of acquiring thrift shop bicycles to get around for the next few weeks. bike or not, i'm planning to make my way to aberdeen (7 miles away), which is my weekend connection to d.c., baltimore, philly, nyc, and boston. all of which are screaming for exploration. and i have received some much-appreciated invitations from friends and family-of-friends on which i will certainly follow up.
tonight is the wildfire firefighters' informational meeting. the test is sunday morning at 7:30am. nccc will select and train the 45 top-ranking individuals. i am 73% sure it's a lost cause...and that's exactly why i have to take a stab at it.
monday marks the start of our service learning and red cross training at the university of delaware in newark. that's right, folks. maryland just isn't big enough for the 'corps so we will be shuttling ourselves to the next state over all next week. i dig the east coast.
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